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Monday, December 20, 2010

bile aku pikir2kan balik....

sepanjang hampir dua tahun ak kat kmb, hidup aku penuh dgn stress belajar....
mase mule2, ak rase cam xder sorang kawan pon yg ak boleh anggap kawan...xder sorrang pon yg bole ak rely on academically.
most of them are really good in academic performance, but they r not really good in sharing it..mayb aku jek yg terlalu bodoh....masuk kmb pon sebab luck.....

waktu 1st year of kmb, ak tau result aku teruk.....aku bajet nnt 2nd year conform akan improve...
p malangnyer, makin terok adela.....aku masih x give up utk tros belaja n belaja n belaja.....for the sake of my parent....i dont wanna hurt them with my bad result....p as time goes by...still i cant cope up with the learning processes in kmb....its toooooo fast for me.....then i realised that mayb its not my destiny to fly n study oversea.....(not now)............so diam x diam....i invovled in a charity program....the cambodia trip called serumpun hati....(kalo x silap r....da lupe da)....

sedar x sedar....i think this is the only thing taht makes sense for me at kmb.....mayb this is the only way for me to get out of this very stressful life here....so i made this project as my very own baby......i put my full commitment to make this become reality....with my good friends joining the team (farid, wamu, ammar, hosni, syuk sapuan, adlan, syuk kecik,nina, n team perempuan yg laen yg ak pon x berape ingat) n especially to pn rokiah yang mengoffer aku n farid utk handle this project......walaupun stress jugak project nie n this project r at the end of 3rd sem....which is near to the final, p stress project ni la yg mengajar aku mcm2 bende!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!