bday ku yg pertame....=)

heay!!!!

hepi belat3ed dbay 2 myself....n this was my second cake og my whole life!!!!

my 1st one was my 20th bday celeb at phnom penh, cambodia
n this was at padi restaurant, cyberjaya malaysia.....

the best thing bout both cakes is ak x tau pon mereke membeli kek ini utk bday ak.....n im so touch regardless ape sebab mereke membeli kek ni=)

p ak rase yg 2nd cake nie la yg paling touching sekali....yela, yg tukang belinyer da la ak x tau sape...

n yg dtg celebrate plak bole ak katekat we ddnt share something in common la.....rase cam x penah ade real connection ngan mereke but yet, mereke gak la yg plan bday party utk ako....

huhuhuhuh...ak terharu gler....

kepade zahran, najah, faz, syafiqah, kecik, izzat zed, sayyid, izzal,hann, anwar, faizeen, zhaf, ismeth....walaupon korang x dpt bace nie, p ak sgt berterime kasih kerane telah mengterharukan aku utk satu malam.....hehe

n ak rase mayb bet zahran, najah, faz, syafiqah, kecik, izzat zed, sayyid la yg sanggup plan bende nie....n double credit to him/her!!

nie la 2nd kek bday ak!!!da potong separuh da baru teringat nak amek gambar

ak rasela, antare mereke niela yg baek hati mengplankan sume nie...huhuh

baru ak tau bday kecik n ak same rupernyer.....hehe

thanks kepade mereke sume kerane datang gak

those 2 cakes akan ku ingat smpi bile2.....huhuhu....

alone...again....

kadang2, bile balik umah, rase best jek...hilang stress ngan medic life nie....
p selalunyer biler balik umah, selalu face benda yg ak rase x sepatutnyer ak face....
ntahla, mungkin ak jek yg terlalu mengharapkan sume bende akan sentiase best,
atau mungkin ak jek yg xnak paham perangai family members ak....

ak bajet balik bole r makan sedap2....siap hidang...xperlula ak pegi dapor cari...tanye lauk ape hari nie...mak masak aper......p akhirnyer ak jugak yg kecewa.......kekadang tue, ak masak jela aper yg terlintas kat kepale otak ak nie.....yela, bile balek umah....bajet makanan da terhidang...bole la tros makan ker............mungkin ak yg xnak pham betape bizinyer mak ak sengsorang kat dapur....nak mengharapkan kakak ak, mintak maap la....bagi ak, walaupun die nie ok jek, p die terlalu mementingkan diri sendiri......adek pompuan ak plak, keras kepale....hoho...ntahla....ak pon x paham.,,,,

smpi kekadang tue ak rase lebih baek ak x balek umah....lagi bagus....makan jek kat luar...xperlu tgk perangai adek beradik........ntahla....xder sesape yg paham pon ape yg ak rase.....
n ak pon da penat nak phm ape yg mereke rase.......

diharapkan dgn adenyer hidup ak sebagai student nie, sedikit sebanyak dpt menenangkan ak daripada kekusutan hidup sebagai sebuah famili......

walaupun dua dua kehidupan nie ade baek buruknyer tersendiri, ak still sunyi.....
hanye aku dan aku sendiri......xder org yg nak tanye ape yg ak rase....xder org nak paham ape yg ak cube smpikan.....xder org pun yg bole ak percaye utk ak menceritekan segalenyer......ya allah, kurniakan lah ak isteri yg dapat mengjadi pelengkap diri ku ini.....isteri yg dapat menemani, memahami dan bersame dgn ak susah senang......sahabat2 yg sentiase bersame ak susah senang....keluarga yg memahami ak......yg paham kehendak isi hati ak.....insyaALLAH...amin

world's greatest lesson

life to death....

how long does it takes????who knows???
what will happen between it?????who knows???
how do u start n how do u end it???who knows???
when we r talking bour life, we often forget to put death in it....

the thing is, do we prepare for death???n how???

ramadhan...is a reminder

app 6 days 2 go for ramadhan...
i hv been thinking,

how many sins dat i hv done???infinity...
how many good things dat i hv done 2 encounter it???hard 2 say....
am i lucky enough 2 hv another ramadhan???only ALLAH know

will i change 4 d better???still trying...
do i hv friends 2 remind me of my wrong doings???do i?..
where can i find a determination 2 studi even harder for dis becoming 2nd year???still searching...
who can really b by my side whenever i need one???friends cant guarantee...ALLAH will

how can i put myself among d ppl i wanted 2(good muslims/ppl)???cant answer it...
should i b some1 not myself just 2 look good???tired of pretending...
what should i do 2 make this ramadhan meaningfull???what2?..
what can i do 2 make ppl understand my thought???only ALLAH will


ooo ALLAH, d most merciful,
please3 guide me 2 d true path.....
please3 give me strength 2 going true obstacles in my life.....
please3 give me good friends who can guide me 2 u.....
please3 forgive me for all my wrong doing!!!!!